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Sat, Dec. 9th, 2006, 12:42 pm

i'm totally suffering from people-fatigue right now. i'm trying to figure out what to follow that statement with, but just feel conflicted and inarticulate. i'm currently not liking people. or maybe i'm just currently not liking specific people, but there are enough of them to be fed up with so that i'm feeling fed up with all people. i don't know.

i just think there are people i probably need to step away a bit from to avoid suddenly violently lashing out at them at some random moment. i'm feeling unreasonably angry and far too close to saying things i really shouldn't. so. i will chiiiiill.

so happy it's saturday. i wish i didn't have so much stuff to do. promises, promises.

i need a cave. or rather, i just need my room, and the door closed, and no people.

thanks.

Sat, Dec. 9th, 2006 12:33 pm (UTC)
thebunnybin

{{{slightlyscaredhig}}}

Sorry to add to your burden, LBW-wise. I hope that you get some downtime, because it sounds like the stress has piled up. Please don't feel compelled to unveil any grand new LBW website revisions. We can aim for New Year?

Sat, Dec. 9th, 2006 02:46 pm (UTC)
somabish: :)

no need to be slightlyscared. i'm just very.. tired. and mulling over some things. and feeling antisocial. but you, and LBW, is always a welcome, and positive distraction. :*

Sat, Dec. 9th, 2006 01:28 pm (UTC)
redjanet

i'm sorry you're feeling that way now. i definitely know the feeling and how frustrating it can be and yeah, it probably is better to step away for a bit instead of saying or doing something you'll regret.

i'm sorry i've been a bit quiet lately, especially wrt your work-related posts. i'm still reading them, but i've been trying to step away a bit from work-related stress at home and trying not to think about work too much at home, but i don't mean to be ignoring you. congrats again on doing so well on that front!

in any case, i hope you're feeling happier soon.

{{hugs}}

Sat, Dec. 9th, 2006 02:50 pm (UTC)
somabish

thank you for your very sweet comment. please don't worry about not commenting: i know you have a lot on your plate, and like me, we comment when we can, and i don't feel ignored. i haven't been big on the commenting lately either - it ebbs and flows.

i hope to be cutting down on workstress soon - most of my stress came from knowing they were going to make their big decision yesterday, and wanting to not fail. now that i know they like the work i've been doing, as well as the whole team, i can step back a bit more. i look forward to that.

i hope i feel happier soon too - i'm sure i will. i just get stressed and moody. it'll blow over. thanks for the hugs. :)