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Wed, Feb. 28th, 2007, 11:18 am
HELLO.

I AM DRIVING MY TEAM INSANE.

hahaha. i'm really, really awake. i mean, really. awake.

it's kind of freakish. the thing is, it happens every year around this time, it's a part of my seasonal affective disorder - i turn into an absolute zombie september-february and then there's a really sudden switch in my brain that flips and within 24 hours, i go from wishing for sleep every second of the day, to being obnoxiously and almost aggressively awake.

that switch flipped pretty precisely on sunday. remember how miserable i was last week, even going to the doc because i had zero energy and wanted to sleep 24/7? dude, i was that tired even on saturday.

and then, sunday, i was at a friend's place and suddenly i just felt it in my brain, just: "oh. ok. i'm awake. cool." ...and ever since, i have been. oh, i might get physically tired and require sleep, but as soon as i open my eyes i'm wide awake and rested, regardless of how many hours of sleep i've gotten.

and i don't mean just awake - i'm PERKY. happy. bouncy. impatient. i can't sit down, i keep standing up at work and randomly chatting/talking to the team while sort of hopping from one foot to the other because i can't even stand still. and i can't stop talking. when i get really excited (say, once an hour or so), i'll start to speak so fast the words come out jumbled.

and everything makes me laugh. i have frequent giggle-attacks at anything (my favourite moment was a teammember answering the phone and using the wrong greeting. like, he welcomed the customer but used the wrong company name, hahaha. like, not at all the company we work for. it was incredibly funny.). and every now and then, i'll get a silly bubble in my system that will suddenly make it impossible not to smile.

between sunday and monday, i got approx. 3 hours of sleep. last night i got 5 hours of sleep. if possible, i'm more perky today than yesterday, but only minorly.

so. really. my team needs all your sympathy because they have to deal with me this week (my mood should stabilize within the week). but on the other hand, sales are terrific, so everybody's in a good mood.

haha. i'm such a nerd. whatever chemicals my body is producing right now are really amusing me.

ok. cin cin! :D

Wed, Feb. 28th, 2007 06:08 pm (UTC)
redjanet

glad to hear you're feeling better. :)